Tag: domestic violence

The Circle (1/2)

The Circle (1/2)

 

 

First of all, I feel like I need to say, even though this is anonymous, it’s REALLY hard to be this transparent.  I mean, I’m putting EVERYTHING out there for the entire world to read in hopes that it can change even one life for the better. To do that, I know I have to be bold and hold nothing back.  I’ve been having an anxiety attack about it since this started.  I’m trudging through it and I know this is for the greater good, but I also know it makes me look terrible and shallow.  I’m not proud of it but I feel like if I were leaving it out, I’d be lying.  Who knows?  Maybe more of you will be able to relate to this post than I think.  Keep reading; it gets deeper and so do I.

image1When we left off last, I was telling you a bit about Sparkles and Ms. Twiggy.  He told me his relationship with her wasn’t going anywhere and he was really unhappy with where it was.  He knew he needed to end it but he basically just didn’t have the balls or the motivation to do it.  I became his motivation but my situation was a LOT more complicated than his lack of love.  Like, 8 times more complicated.  8. Continue reading “The Circle (1/2)”

The Beginning

The Beginning

I met a guy and he was yummy.  I mean, I shook his hand and thought to myself, “Oh, man.  I’m in trouble.”  I didn’t realize how true those those words would become.  It was an instant connection and it was so strong it had its own gravitational pull.  He was good-looking, sexy, charming… His eyes and his smile just made me melt.  Geez, this sounds like the beginning of a romance novel.  But, it WAS a romance novel.  He was perfect and he wanted ME. Continue reading “The Beginning”